1 Month, exactly.

Its been exactly 1 month now you're not Here with me.

I missed you, Oh no one could ever replace this Lost feeling inside me..

I needed you so much, during work, during happy moments, during my lowest but it was my negligence that caused this day to happen.

I promised not to shed tears again but to move on,

Time and time again, people around me are not used to me Not having you around..

When people ask about you.. i gasp on my reply.

Each time the X question pops up, altho it looks like i've moved on - i fake a smile, said that you're gone but honestly, it still cuts me really deep inside.

I wish to know where are you, are you in someone's hands not mine or are you left somewhere that i can't recall..

I can't talk about u, no one would undstd..

I can't tear to anyone cuz no one would think its worth even thinking bout you..

But i know their good intentions,

They just want me to move on, and find another new You.

But losing you, at this point of time, i don't even feel like having another one..

I will get over it, i promise i would..

But not now, not today,

Not when i still think of you..

Wanting you back..

Everyday.

P/S : I know it might sound silly, but i still hope to find you back, someday..