Pampering the Love ones makes me happy :)

Weekend was well spent with Love ones, on Sat we rewarded our mum with a shopping spree and get her the things we always wanted to :) A belated present, but it has always been in our hearts and mind, for this moment. for you.

My Sweetheart with presents from Son and Daughter *ouch, the wallet said.*

I have to work double hard to cover this damage done but it's heart fulfilling and worth it.. i bet you can really relate to my feelings, if you feel the same too.. it gives me the self-accomplishment feeling, joy that i could finally splurge on my mother, one that has given just too much all her life to sustain the Happy Family. This gifts, are Nothing to compared what she has done/given to us kids thus i vowed, to always give her the best, i could. I remember when i was a little girl, i always like to boast to my relatives, i'll bring my mum around the world when i grow up.. now when i know how "not-easy" to earn that dollar in your bank account, i hesitate a little but the childhood dreams will always be my encouragement, like my mum always says "You just have to have faith in yourself my dear.."

I hate to window shop and having my heart eye-ed/glu-ed to a certain something that i just so want to get it but i know now is not the time.. yet. but but, i will come and get it soon, when i have enough cash, or i should say, extra disposable cash - well said :)

Anyway, Sunday! Sunday is my dating day and so besides strolling at the Malls, we watched "Ip Man 2".. oh man, it was a good movie, so good :) or should i say... TOO GOOD! lol. Oh speaking of which, Robinhood is another "too good" movie to watch, if you have that extra 10ringgit, go watch it at the cinema or get the DVD!!! thanks joshieee for the Free movie.. lol. that made my Fwaiday so damn great, on top of that, with the unexpected meet ups that turned out so well!

Cindy - an high school friend, just came back frm NZ, it was so random, didn't actually Though we could but we clicked and be Friends all over again, oh so well.. she's really awesome, sometimes it doesn't take long to judge a person and i can feel this friendship inside me, that makes me happy, i would smile thinking about Fwaiday especially the people i met :) Socializing is always my hobby, i love it.

Question for the Day : If your hobby would actually create discomfort feeling to your partner, how will you deal with it? I'm having the biggest dilemma when it comes to the munchkin. He's not very happy with the kind of hobbies i Like, i sometimes just need someone to punch sense into myself, for i can't see where or how should i handle this further..

I Love dancing, salsa, clubbing, hip hop - he doesn't really, like it cause, it tends to capture too much attention from the Male side..

I Love socializing, meeting new friends, randoms - he Hates it, especially when it involves MALE.

Well, this are my 2 biggest love pastime/hobbies but i have no idea how to make the Munchkin happy. I understand why is he NOT happy but, i just can't see myself NOT doing any of the above.. am i selfish? I think i am, but i want to be ME, i don't want to be someone else and the fact that i have been reducing it from time to time still doesn't make you happy, should i then just go full-force and you then will see the difference and be Glad that i did reduce?

Man i hate myself so much, because i am so in love with this guy but i can't see myself sacrificing myself, my interests for him.. i can't and i will just have to see how long he'll be able to take this crap from me..

I'm Sorry.