it's the way you Moved me..

Dear Diary,

Can you tell me why am i having mixed-confused feelings when i'm suppose to feel the Happiest-Blessed-Lucky girl because i have a special someone who loves me head over heels and would do anything to just make me smile/happy.. I just needed to share this out, in my personal space here. A place i feel most personalized and its a private space for me to voice the deepest insights of myself, things i could not relate in any other forms than just Writing it all down, Here..

I hate to have the "I owe you too much" feeling..

IT kills my ego.

IT makes me think i'm super selfish.

IT tends to make me feel like i don't deserve all these.

IT causes some mind disruption from time to time, making me feel, why am i not doing Anything.

I talked to my mum about it.. told her what happened last weekend.

Let me briefly share,

It was a lovely Sunday, a day we celebrated munchkin's mama's biggie day BUT i had a meet-up with a bunch of really good friends that i kinda lost touch which i Must or TRY TO MAKE time for it, but it was Sunday, it was munchkin's day too - munchkin's only OFF-day is Sunday btw.

I selfishly decided after dinner to make time to meet my friends. 1 of them was down from Singapore, going off the next day and i hadn't met her, nearly 1year or so, it is Long because she's one of the closest buddies i had during college times and another dear friend that i Have to just meet her too.. so 2 important people. I told myself, Try. Try to make it.. and so i made it, Munchkin said its okay, go meet them.. i'll wait for you, i'll do my stuffs.. go go :) i happily hopped into the car, off we go, he dropped me off and i invested my full attention to the night's conversation, don't even know what time and how long we took to share everything as much as we could, in 2-3hours.

What moved me the most, after bidding goodbyes i looked at the time, it was nearly 1am. Shucks i thought to myself, munchkin must have waited so long for me. Since 10-1, solid 3hours, i do not even dare ask in details what he did, he roughly mentioned he met so and so and waited for me for a bit in Old Taste cafe nearby where i was. I felt so bad, so so bad, he just have to wait for me while i catch up with my buddies. I thank him of course, i appreciate it but my heart felt the Pinch of pain/upset, THIS i don't know why..

Then..

Munchkin : B, are you tired? *grinsss..*

Me : Errmm.. ok la, why ah?

Munchkin : Lets go for massage? I have promised to bring you today and i must bring you! Please laaa..

Me : What time already? Open meh? Don't want la.. it's late and i don't want already

*I didn't want him to spend money again.. i'd rather go myself..*

Munchkin : But i want a massage.. :( and the shop's still open for it, can we go? Please la? Lets go together? You agreed to go yesterday and then now !@#$%^&*() ..................

Me : Ok fine ok fine.. *Nodded.. okay la lets go..*

*Since i came back from singapore, i had this pain on my shoulder and back that i badly needed to get a massage but just couldn't find the right time.. so i held back the thoughts by delaying and delaying.

Munchkin signed the 1hr 15mins body massage for me and told me to go in, i then asked him "then you le?" he said, i'll start with my leg massage first.. you go you go.. follow the girl, and go.. later i come..

After 45mins :-

Masseuse : Your bf really takes care of you huh.. why he don't want to massage?

Me : I think he's outside, he wanted to just have a leg massage..

Masseuse : Oh? No. there's no one outside already, only left you and another 1 customer but not your bf wor..

Me : Really? Are you sure?

Masseuse : Yes.

After 1hr 15mins..

I walked to the counter and asked the girl, if my Bf did the massage, she said No and i walked out the door, my bf smiling so widely, asked me if the massage was good, how was i feeling.. i asked the girl out loud, "He never do the massage for his leg, did he.."

He then replied, I did la.. i Did.. you don't know only.. with his witty-grin face, he quickly walks to the car.. while i bid goodbye and thanked them for the good service.

Me : Why baby? Why didn't you indulge on the leg massage you wanted? Why you wasted your time waiting for me and you do nothing but just wait?

Munchkin : I didn't need it baby, but you seriously needed it.. don't angry la, i just wanted you to be happy..

Me : If i knew you're not doing, i wouldnt have agreed and make you wait for me like that. For what then?

Munckin : Thats why i didn't want you to know, its okay baby, as long as you're happy, so how's it? Is it good..? Are you hungry? Do you want to drink... Are you feeling sleepy? ...........................

Deep inside my heart, i was so very touched, beyond words..

I knew he did all these out of love, while all i did, i can't even remember if i thanked him as i was more overwhelm with the sad feeling he had to wait for me, wasted time and money just for me, i kept focusing on "I shouldn't have done it, i should have insisted that i don't want.....". Given a chance, i hope i reacted the other way round - as a passionate loving Gf that i always hope to be for him.. i could have just Thanked him, give him a big bear hug, tell him how much i am moved by him and how incredible he is to me, show him the appreciation by actions But i didn't, i'm just so still THE OLD ME - keeps everything at heart for don't know who to see/feel/know.

SIGH.

Now tell me, how can i not get more upset of myself.

Love,

Lil3pees - still learning to be a Better me.

Babyyy i'm Back!!!

To those who didn't know, i was off to Singapore for nearly a week, 5days to be exact..

Man, i was quite looking fwd, some what excited but my heartaches thinking i'm surely going to MISS everything back home.. :(

Every time i'm leaving the country, Munchkin is definitely fetching me to the airport although we argued 3days before on me taking the cab, saving the trip and not waking him up just to send me.. but he will always win at last because i can no longer say no when all he does is because of me, and because he cares bout my safety.

Each time he sends me, he definitely accompany me till i'm about to board the plane.. It does make me feel very bad due to all my flight timing are always at WEE hours in the morning where he Sleeps best.. i'm so Sorry! yet thankful, you're doing it because of me..

Some people say.... the first 1-2-3years in the relationship is the Honeymoon years thus, you always get all those SWEET treatments, best services* wtf - get driven to wherever you want, take for you whatever you want, do things to make you feel the happiest lady on earth etc etc etc but lesser when the year turns 4-5-6 etc.. I of course, am worried too because he pampers me too much.. but but, I've seen couples that are still very loving after 3-4 years so, maybe Mine too? *fingers crossed* time will tell.......... and i only can say, i Hope for the very best!

Anyway, overall, i enjoyed My trip.. no doubt the Stress level kinda overwhelmed my days most of the time but when the night hits, i kinda let out and relax myself to prepare myself for the war that will take us, 4days..

In a nutshell, thank god i have very good companions, enough to sustain and call off a victory after 4days of hard work by all and torturous moments that we manage to keep each other motivated at all all times.. Thank you for being cooperative and understanding :) i really enjoyed the nights walking at the roads blindly, looking at the maps like bloody tourist, waiting for our never-coming-back bus at the stupid MRT, laughing our heads off because we look stupid and do a lot stupido things.. :) Little angelyn, thanks.

Little Angelyn and Me

The exhibition has definitely been a life learning experience and you get to see sooooooo many brands, machinery, f&b types from Hall 2-9.. its Crazy, you need at least 2-3days to finish seeing the place and the things they offer. I'll definitely bring Munchkin along with me if i'm going, the next 2 years..

Anyway, from this trip besides suffering from backaches, leg pain, muscle aches, shoulder pain, mental stress, i can still consider it as a worthy one :)

Its SUNDAY, and munchkin's mommy dearest's birthday! Yeay! it means GOOD food tonight and DRESS UP! :)

*Some of my fav shots taken during my Trip*

More pictures to come.. Stay tuned!

Love,

Lil3pEEs!

Sweet, Sour, Spicy, i hate Bitter the most :(

Tears could be the cause of many reasons, one of it that i bet many have tried before.. a broken heart. Sometimes when you're too overwhelm with sadness, bitterness.. you'll just tear your heart out, those scenario is beyond words to describe and it hurts, so bad. so very bad.

While i hear a sad story occurred to a very dear one, Tears just trickled down my cheek. He's someone that i would protect and give anything if i could afford to.. it bitters me when something unpleasant happens, what more, a broken heart. Sometimes when you give your all, you try not to always hope for a return but we're just human beings, with Emotions that we can't help it sometimes.. it can control and destroy a person's everything and to an extend when it gets out of hand, it triggers other negative feelings inside you that holds you back from moving on, from being YOU and you start drowning yourself with any possible options to get rid of the Hurt but it doesn't work that way.. Time is the ultimate healer besides the other options.. really.

Anyhow, i for one thinks that Life's most educational way of learning is being in a relationship, one of it - being couples, being in love with that One person.. Love is everything when you're in the peak of your relationship, you feel World is just about the Two of you, everything seems so right and perfect, you express love like there's no tomorrow but, reality is, a healthy and sustainable relationship, no matter how loving you can be.. the package of ultimate sweetness of life comes with Challenges.. These continuous challenges may spark of emotional swings which then leads to falling apart, give up, let go, move on.. but it will definitely make you a better, stronger person in the long run.. Thats why people say, it's better to have Loved and Lost than not to Have loved at all.. i second this saying.

As much as i try not to speak bout the story that shaken my day, i just wished it didn't happened. I love so much to see you both still together and i can see you both want the exact same things from one another, why can't you see it? Why can't one of you tolerate, why view tolerance as a threat he/she will ask for more in future.. Why?

Maybe you both did made it all clear,

Maybe you've talked everything,

Maybe you think you've done your best,

Maybe you don't think its worth fighting for,

Maybe its just true that you felt Different already,

Maybe the break up is the only Right thing you think,

Maybe..

But deep in me i trust, you both make compatible loving couples, Why.. because you both Love each other so dearly but of course, what i say is bullshit if you don't feel the same way as i do.

Why put self interest so high up till the other party gets Hurt?

Why don't you put yourself in His/Her shoes each time you want something for yourself..

Human are selfish by nature..

BUT,

Relationship SHOULD not be.

It has to be Sharing, Loving, Caring, Understanding..

Revenge in a relationship, its Not even an applicable action.. please.

When your decision to do something is Rejected by the other half, think about it, He/She might be Hurt with your decision, Don't take it the negative way and negative thoughts that He/She is trying to CONTROL you.. but i guess the Controlling word has always been a trend to you both thus it has eaten and drained you both up in the long run and Now, it explodes.

I for one believe, you must Respect each other's space and Understand your partner.

Giving you the best example of my own,

Munchkin never liked me Clubbing, yet i Go.. he doesn't SAY NO because he respects my social circle and ME most importantly, so he would voice out his feelings of discomfort and to not make me upset and Him worried, he made Rules for me when i go and i give in by Obeying to it and so we reached a mutual understanding.

Although i admit, 10times i go, 9times i break the rules, either i couldn't hear the phone or i danced too much to remember to check my phone. He obviously gets upset and will throw moody faces and words because he thinks i Forget about him when i'm there having fun, he's here very worried of me. I put myself in his shoes, every time, and so when i'm back to his arms, FIRST thing i must do, to comfort him.. show him you care and make him understand you Remembers him and most importantly Do not Lie, i would tell him YES, i was dancing so much i didn't check my phone.. i'm So sorry but you're Always in my mind.

But of course, there's no point saying Sorry when i always repeat my mistakes, and fair enough i got scolded badly from him because of this.... so how? Do i choose to feel sad why he controls me, start feeling frustrated because of him?

No.

I have chose to control myself, by replying his texts at least once or twice to make sure i'm safe, i would promise myself to call him after i'm done, to also assure him and keep him less worried.. I will keep in mind, he's paranoid because he cares, he loves me too much to allow any bad things to happen so when i think of that, i feel loved and i will improve myself to ensure he's also happy in a way.

This could be a simple challenge but trust me, at the end of the day, its your Actions that speaks, and if i do not change, he'll just be More upset, it'll keep bottling inside him and I will not feel any better, so why don't I do something before any worser things happen?

You can never have Best of Both Worlds, sacrifices are essential when the one matters most is the other Half, not my clubbing scenes..

Thus back to the story, you've been together far too long to not know the basic fundamentals of a relationship yet, you both lost control and perished in THIS that may cause a Lifetime Lost..

Is it worth it?

Basically, if you Do not treat each other the way you want to be treated, you take for granted the things that the other half gives or provides, you'll lose him/her eventually..

Love is like a plant, you need to water it, fertilize it and provide sufficient sunshine to grow it but some of the days you "forgot" to water it, you "thought" the fertilizer is enough, you "forgotten" when it rains too hard, the plant will suffocate and die.. and when it does, you sit and cry and wonder what has went wrong while all these while, you had taken for granted, YOU thought missing 1-2days of watering or fertilizing will be okay.. but its Not that way, what more Human that has real Feelings..

Bottom line,

If you decided the break up is the Only thing that makes you feel better, you think its the best choice because you can't stand or tolerate things that has happened between you both.. i will honestly say.. go ahead.

Just remember, there's not always a Second chance. Once its gone, it will be gone for good and it'll never come back.. It's not easy to find one who Loves you in return and maybe even more than him/herself..

I've witness a regret that can never be undone..

Don't let it be You.

With all my blessings,

Lil3pees.

Oh Baybee! its S.U.N.D.A.Y!

Weekend passes so Quickly, or shall i say Happy times always passes so fast..

I hardly ever get to feel enough time for leisure, relaxation, REST, just stay home do nothing, i ALWAYS have something to do, cause Saturday is my only day i can spend time with my family and Sunday is the BF day.. and both days i try my best not to make time for anything else unless i have to, unless i really need to.

The weekdays are work work work, and i try to fit all social appointments and what not on weekdays so it doesn't eat up my Weekends..

Anyway, I've decided to name the BF all throughout my blogging, My Munchkin! :) i love the word - munchkin.. its cute, munchy, sweet sweet soft soft sponge-y.. obviously not describing HIM but he's my munchkin, one that i bully every chance i get, one i always disturb anytime of the day, one i demand for things i want *of cause i don't mean materials..*

My Munchkin and Lil. Munchy:)

Oh well, the candid Munchkin :) i love taking his pics..

In a relationship, there' so much things that eventually would get involve, its no longer a matter of 2 love birds in Love. It takes a lot to sustain a healthy relationship, I've heard so much broken stories, broken hearts, misunderstanding, love birds that i thought would eventually walk down the aisle turn into strangers or worse.. It takes me aback sometimes to think or convince myself, how can my relationship be different.. maybe some days down the road, we would bump into a tough ride but, i have a very confident partner that always says,"Don't compare me with other guys,please.. Time will tell you who i really am.."

Honestly, being 1year 4mths together, i'm not trying to pull my own socks but i really felt my munchkin is Different, in a sense, he's sensitive to things that not many guys would.. and he will just do anything and everything for me.. i'm so so so spoilt with him and i really really don't ever want a day i Lose him, it scares me to even imagine how important he has become, how one person like him plays such a big role in my life, the more shocking, interesting fact, how can i Love a guy this deep, this much and decide he's the love of my life when we're just a year plus old.. I know the length of time isn't the most important, as long as the 2 persons in love feels the same way for each other and are both willing to take their life's to another level together - thats all that matters.

The Love stories and the journey built by our bare own hands, the accomplishment so far.. I'm so proud & it has achieved a level I've never ever felt, or thought or experienced.

I tell you.. It is amazingly-crazy. Its like attempting a roller coaster ride blindfolded with 1 person you don't really know. Somehow, there's this voice in your heart that comforts you and made you feel this is Right, Go for it.. and i followed that inner voice, landed on the love ride i am still riding till today - it is the best ride ever.

Thanks to my munchkin, the one who held my hand, promised me that this ride will only get better and better..

Love always,

Lil3Pees.

Lesson 102 : Love is just a word, until you find Someone to give it a Definition.

Love is just a word until you find Someone to give it a Definition :)

TRUE to that, He's my definition.

REMINDER : My post today would be quiteee cheezy-meezy. Love is in My Air today and thats why i do love Fwaidays most of the time besides the OH so crazymazy! traffic after 6pm.

Throughout my years of Life, I've loved and lost, once. *thank god* and.. i finally met the love of my life *i hope, really hope he is the one..*

I can really write a book about him, US together because there's just TOO much to write about but i guess what matters most is what i feel, what i am when i'm with HIM. The journey of 365 days and more, has shaped me to who i am today and most importantly, he showered me with endless Love, Care, Patience, Understanding and Yes, the feeling of Happiness - is so wonderful..

In return, I honestly felt i haven't done a good job being his partner.. i'm more of a Selfish person, well who isn't but in compared to him, he's the more generous, forgiving and i'm not, enough said. Although he matters SO much to me, i wouldn't want to show it where else, he does it all the time. You would definitely feel the Love from him even with closed eyes, and no matter how angry you can be at that moment, he just has his ways to make you Melt to make you smile.. and thats how he "manages" me.. thus i'm Still so very much in love and the Love just keeps growing day by day with Him.

It's funny and ALSO worrying when he starts asking questions like these :-

"Baby, are you bored with me already?"

"Baby, can you don't leave me.. please?"

.......hm, i used to laugh and giggle when he says that but, i no longer feel the funny feeling its more of the worrying feeling and WHY does he say that. I smell Uncertainty and Insecurity. I start to feel sad in a way, i don't know how i can make him STOP feeling or having thoughts like that, can i just assume that he's just saying it for fun or ... playing?

SIGH.

Truth is, Bored has never exist in the relationship, Yes it never.

and..

Leaving him.. is not even possible cause i Love him so dearly, i can't promise forever but all i can say, he's the Only one i want to grow Old with..

Only one i have in mind to spend the rest of my life..

Can someone help me TELL him this?

From the day i said Yes to him, to spend my 2nd phase of life with him, I've never once regretted, only that day by day he makes me feel i'm not good enough for him cause he makes me happy all the time, keeping me safe and warm, loved and very assured that i'll never lose him, not even 1 sec.. but i do the direct opposite, keeping him worried, less assured, not safe, not warm although loved.. now thats tragically SAD and worse, he might in future dump me for this..

Reminiscing the 1year 4mths together.. spending quality Holidays together, he always claimed he is the happiest boy and i think, i'm the happiest girl. Yeah, its so fairytale like.. but its true, its our fairytale.

He's the only man in my life that actually pays attention to what facial products and shampoo i use, remembers and buys the exact same thing for me because i have this "old grandma" tendency of forgetting my things when i travel around so he silently bought it and i was SO SHOCKED, you won't know how Touched i felt especially during times when you have to use it but you just knew you forgot to take it with you and there, the bf appears with the most unexpected - one of it, my make up remover, i mean he bought another one just in case, i have times like NOW..

Girls, i bet you know how that would have felt, if its you.. HOW on earth are you going to WASH off those make up without a make up remover? It's not going to work, for me at least.

This is just ONE of the sweetest things my bf does for me and there's so so so much more and i would constantly update my love life more since i'm not so expressive when i'm with him, let it be here, a space for me to let out what i really do feel about Him.

I want to say thank you for being the best i could ever had, i'm never willing to replace you or lose you for another.. you only gave me smiles ever since we start dating and those smiles grew into laughter and somehow became my lifetime happiness.

Yours trully,

Lil3Pees, one who loves you very dearly :)

May! it's your Date - 6th April 2010

Despite the 24 7 fights and arguments i always HAD to go through with you..

Happy birthdayyyyyy!!! I hope you enjoyed the preparation done by all of us, andddd the 17 special words from ME! :)

We are SORRY for calling you..

when Printer got problem,

Photostate machine stuck,

Printer can't print,

Outlook got problem..

Everything also must call you..

it is all because..

You're the ONLY one we can CALL and RELY ON!

You're important to us..

Pls don't be sad when we ask for HELP,

we "bi bu de yi de"

Cause if there's NO you,

no printer to use,

no photostate machine,

can't send email,

all problems will not be solved..

P/S : My HAIR really stand after typing THIS..

HAHA! still.. Happy birthday from all of us!

we Lup you!

You're one of the closest person i can share my sob & happy stories, its your birthday today and WE are glad to be celebrating this special day for a special person like you..

She doesn't take Dairy/Cheese items.. tell me, how to find someone like you?

Her birthday cake is SPONGE CAKE because she don't take dairy and cheese, the only cake she eats, SPONGE CAKE omg!

Anyhow, it's because you're so UNIQUE and your odds made it all just so YOU.

Happy Birthday,

From ALL, specially from Me..

the Week's Dilemma : Left or Right?

I bet many have encountered dilemma situations.. i'm a very bad decision maker, but mind you, that doesn't mean i always make Bad decision, its just i'm indecisive and FICKLE, and that makes a very very bad combination altogether.

I do have "making decision crisis" all the time! Well, but who doesn't right? Its just that the things you are indecisive about is different, the seriousness and percentage of worries varies but it doesn't make it all a different world, you're still undecided for whatever the reason is/are.

Anyway, human always strive for the best, you demand when you think you've done the best but do you ever question yourself whether you've they tried hard enough, do you worth what you think you deserve? Do you sometimes make assumptions that you've done SO MUCH yet gain so little?

Do you really understand whats behind the Road to Success? Yes, it's determination, not hard work.

I work, mainly because I've always loved the people industry, money wasn't the main priority, it was rather secondary because i was still under my own comfort of savings i had since high school. I've always hated to ask money from my parents even when i was a little girl. I'd rather go without lunch at school than to remind my mum she forgotten to give me pocket money today. I learnt to spend wisely at tender age of 15/16, since i started earning from part time jobs.

Thats how i lived, moved on and be who i am today, a quite/very particular person when it comes to money. I guess it has rooted inside me since i was little.

Today, money is my priority, i strive for a better living and thats when i start counting and measuring my rewards and things i WANT to have more than before.

I guess i'm afraid to move out my comfort zone, i'm afraid of making choices risking myself for the other wrong, worse move and so with this THINKING, i will never get to know whats the other side waiting for me. I want to change this fact but again, i'm lack of self-believe and confidence.I want to achieve greater heights but i do not know if i'm doing it Right or am i at the right track ever since the start? There's so much in my head right now, i want to just burst open my heart and find the answer but it doesn't work that way.

On a seperate note : I pray i'll be able to nail One little fish, that little fish is already roaming near my bait, i'm just Waiting for the right time to make it mine! I will reveal it when i'm Done de-boning my fish!

Honestly, I feel so much better now, somehow writing is one of my stress-reliever remedy.

By the end of the day, i want to be a Better me by end of 2010, i hope you too! Lil3Pees believe sharing is always caring.. now this is my part of sharing, when's yours? :)

Whatever your story could be, i hope it would be better than me.

Love,

Lil3Pees! Happy happy Sunday!

You'll Never go Wrong with the Right Company..

Happy weekends peeps!

I ended my Fwaiday with a blast at The Opera, Sunway! LOL! Had a little too much fun and and.. i just realised a fact that :-

Whichever Place you Choose to hang out, it will Never go Wrong if you're with the Right company.. PROVEN!

Let me tell you why, and don't Shoot me for this if you feel otherwise..

It was my virgin* erhmm visit to The Opera yesterday and i must say, i had the BESTEST night of dancing, pulling off all the various stunts, moves, gestures and whatever NOT, with my bestest dance buddy, Eyric, oh i love to add the Y to yr name! it makes you Unique okay, for me at least. Haha..

AND SO,

it wasn't because of the Black Label on the table, nor the Vodka shot i had.. but its Him, Eyric that made it all a very very different night for me..

I was contemplating to even GO at first, it was already 11pm and i'm still HOME, not dressed yet andddd.. sweetheart came home, thats my mum's nickname for those who DON'T know.. she knew i was going to a club with Eyric, asked me why am i still staring at the clock as if it's still so early so i slowly gathered myself, walked into my room trying to figure out what to wear, started off with a shorts and tube top, with a SEE through top over the tank, mum said NO.

She said i look CHEAPO! wat the F* hahaha! SHE literally said i looked like some kinda BARTENDER girl that's going to WORK and NO CLASS! What the!

And she went on nagging and nagging said i should put on my........... etc etc etc.. I told her, aiyah! Simply la.. then she went on saying, "You try and see you TRY!!! Aiyo girl ah, don't ever wear like that, the shorts not nice, the top AIYOOOO.. you don't look classy, girl must look feminine all the time and a little elegance............ and i said, ok STOP! I rushed into my room, picked what she mentioned, and DANG! For once i really salute my mum for her fashion taste AND its the 1st time in my 24years of Life, she decided my clubbing outfits for me! How cool is that!

She made me agree that my combination was really CRAP.. what was i even thinking! GOSH!

The sweetheart made the best choice for me and with the laughter and sharing and arguing, i told myself, its time to have a great night out, dancing to wee hours! SUDDENLY, she asked me..

Mum : Hmm.. Why are you going with Eyric ah.. why suddenly go Club one? Why go dance all? Must Go meh? What type of dance do you all do? Yr Bf never make noise meh? I didn't know you're going Clubbing like got dancing and all with boys.. The type of dance all its not.... why you......... girl why.. etc etc etc..

Me : DEAREST mum, i told u very much earlier about tonight so can i know whats with the interrogation all sudden la.. YES, BF said OK, can go.. and and Its not a must go, but i chose to go mama and you said ok! Go club don't dance then do what mum some more yr daughter don't drink..

Mum : I thought you just go yumcha or something la.. i didn't know got dancing and you're going to dance with Eyric in the club.. What dance is that?

Me : *Holds breath.. Its called Hip Hop mum.. *giggles quietly*

Mum : Oh, then you Hip hop in the house or something la.. why Go Club and hip hop! Look its already 12am aiyoooo.. girl ah..

*LAUGHS out loud, told her she can Hip Hop with me at home if she wants, quickly grabbed my stuff.. rushed to my car.. SMILED WIDELY, waved goodbye, shouted out loud, I LOVE YOU MUM! See you tomorrow okay! BE GOOD!

Morale of the Story :

My mum is very THE cute.

P/S : I loved last night's experience not because its The Opera, because i have a dancing freak partner who drained my every strength and dancing power that i have kept for so long, finally its all OUT again! We acted like there's no one else in the club but just us, we Laughed, we Strut, we Moved, we just kept Dancing till it was OVER.. thanks Eyric dearest! I had so much fun!

I will definitely do it AGAIN! This time, with more EMOTIONS! haha.. lets' plan a choreography man!

Love,

Lil3Pees!

when Laughter is all that Matters..

Hooola peeps!

April Fool's day was indeed a funny day for me.. i pranked ppl i wanted to! Hahaha! Yes, i'm mischievous and I know its childish but who cares, its all about having fun and making each other laugh at each other because it was too funny? Oh gawd.. recalling it made me hold back my laughter.. all again.

I won't be posting the April fool pranks i did, for i guess the persons involve would harrass and hog my cute little space here! HAHA!

Anyway, my colleagues were my victim *giggles and... yes they kinda wanted to get it back at me and SO, before i left office, they stole my car keys! and.. of course thought i didn't know, okay fine, i didn't know but i have already guessed so because i knew where i left my keys but i do a little search to make sure because i was afraid i dropped it and when i knew i didn't, i waited till "it" surface itself.. and it did! hahahaaha!

Oh well, don't worry girls.. you still somehow "pranked" me! Haha! Me love you both, berry the much!

I was suppose to prank the BF as well, but i was too tired and ultimately.... FORGOT! Haha.. maybe i just had enough of April Fool's day..

On another note,

I had a pleasant, scrumptious dinner at Fish &Co. thanks to the faithful BF who never fails to cheer me up and shower me with all the things i want.. gosh saying this makes me feel bad. ARGH!

Can someone please teach me how not to let your/my BF spend unecessary money on you/me?

Yes, i know its a stupid question but it is a question today and i sincerely need your help on this..

Dilemma,

Lil3Peees :(

Lesson 101 : A Wardrobe malfunction for us, ladies is PROHIBITED!

I stumbled across a random blog last night and *arrhhermm* the author's latest posting was SO funny that i just had to re-type it in my own version.. HERE :-

She* the author's bGf (best girl friend) found some girl's clothes at the bf's apartment which obviously belonged to his ex.. and so..

She : Did you.. ASKED him?

bGf : Nope.. everyone's got their past, what more it's over and done with anyway..

She : *Nods head.. true true, good!

bGf : But there's something bout it that really bugged me.. you know..

She : WHAT?

bGf : The clothes that i found, they're really out man, i'm more bothered that he actually went out with a girl that dressed like that..

She : *Laughs hysterically!

This simple short sharing did actually made my night, i couldn't help laughing and hurriedly pulled the BF to read along!

I hope i made your day with this one, although its not my story.. but worth sharing. Sharing is always a blessing and so i want to share my every everyday with you :)

My 3peees kick starts!

It has been another sleepless night but its for THIS.

Glad i made this day happen..

my 3peees journey would begin.. i love Today, for it has made me this - a little space for my daily ramblings :)

Love,

Lil3peees!