World cup ended, it also ends my Sick-y periods.. i can't believe that i'm actually sick nearly every week! Fever.Cough.Flue.Dizzy.Headache.Sorethroat.Stomachache - all came to visit me.. i'm so afraid of medicine now, its Scary.. I really miss dating moments with the munchkin. I may see him everyday because of work, but its not the lovey-dovey moments. Its always those rushing-stressed-frustrated moments, i'm so LACK of his 5star pamper service! hahahaha.. *evil grin*
Just another story to share :-
Last few days ago, Munchkin made me very upset about something that he lied unintentionally and i took it very hard because i couldn't accept it.. I cried right after i left him, i drove off. I went back home, still feeling hurt, i had to call 911 for help. My lovely 911 helper, who never fails to cheer me up whenever i call, he really made me realize that sometimes as gf's we have to accept and close an eye to certain things - habits, the way he does things etc. He lied because he knew i would be very upset, he Thought of keeping quiet bout it so that i wont be SAD but i, just had to dig it and he didn't want to Lie to me and thus i burst the bubble and got into this whole drama which could be avoided.
Deep down inside me, i know he's very upset he got me THIS upset. After the call, i felt so much better.. i Realized a lot of things, things i overlook about man. Well in a relationship is about all those little arguments that will either steer things to the worst or the better, and YOU play a role in this to help STEER it for the better, not continue steer-ing it for worse..
Well, the best part was how he made it up to me :-
1. He took the packet of toy ducks i bought which i left it in his car earlier of the day.
2. Decorated the ducks on the table as there are different sizes altogether.
3. Wrote a piece of letter, apologizing, expressing himself.
4. Waited for me to wake up and realize THIS.
(Btw, he's insomnia lately, he starts to sleep only the moment i go to work, and stays awake - playing games/watch dvd's while i'm sleeping)
So halfway through the night, i was woken up by his sounds, I couldn't really get to sleep after all the tears and emotional waves. I accidentally glanced through, i saw the ducks on the table, because they we so yellowing-ly glowing in the room, i giggled silently to myself and when he entered the room, he woke me up, tried to get my attention to the table but i ignored him TOTALLY then he came right at me, carried me to face the table and ask me to see what he has done. I took the letter, read it and placed it back at the table, crawled back to my bed and told him GOODNIGHT.
I feel asleep right away, because i'm Happy, i'll be sleeping with a happy, forgiven mode.
A special note 4u, munchkin :)
I know i promised i wont be angry with you more than 10minutes but that doesn't apply to upset mode. However, you always nail it right to make it up to me, and make me forget everything wrong you do. I don't know how you do it, but you're the only one able to unwind my hurricane mood so quickly.
However i just want to say, despite me being upset and all, i'm still proud of having you. In this 3o-days, you worked non stop, 7days a week and i remember you whispered to me
"I'm working so hard now baby its all because I want to provide you a better living with me,
i promise YOU i will.."
I smiled.
I hope i will finish uploading all our Birthday pics tonight while he's away.
Love,
Lil3pees!
